Carl woke up for good several days later, wondering where he was, trying to convince himself that the memories that were gradually seeping into his head were part of some long nightmare, but afraid to open his eyes and confirm reality. His face hurt, his chest hurt, his hips hurt. Something was stuck to his arm, and, slowly, he recognized the pressure of the catheter tubing running into him. He heard voices coming from somewhere close by - no not voices, more like panting and moaning, and...

"Tell me Mr. Hawkins, are you really that uncomfortable with the possibility of becoming a girl?""Well, yes. If you were offered the chance of being changed into a man and being put in the tractor repair shop, would you feel a bit odd about it?""To say the least, yes," She answered. "Are you interested in men?" chimed in another. "Not really, but I have been assured that my new glandular system would automatically take care of that problem. I for one, can't imagine such a thing."A titter ran...

"You mean she knows she is going to die? "Yes she does and she has accepted it. Now, with her condition and all, I do not think she will ever accept that she has a son rather than a daughter, her belief is far too well ingrained. I think the kindest and only way is to allow her to carry on believing that she has a daughter for a few weeks that she has remaining... can you do it? Would you be prepared to make that sacrifice, allow your mother a few months of happiness? I know how much I am...

My God, She actually expected me to dress as a female nurse on our shift! She was dead serious.I couldn't understand where she was coming from, but it was sinking in that I had no other really choice. If I wanted to keep my job at the hospital. For that matter, if I hoped to work in any hospital in the city, I had to keep her report from being filed. Once a period of time passed, then the delay would play a part in her ability to report the incident. But in the meantime it was either go along...

To begin with, I was outfitted with a very tight sports girdle in vivid pink, no less, and allowed to put it on in the dressing booth. When I said I was ready and they streamed in. They were effusive with their compliments."A bit thick in the waist, but good butt.""I think that pink is her color, that or some fuschia, or maybe flaming red?""Ohh! She saved her legs, they will be great in hose and heels!""I can't wait to see her in a skirt, he'll be a knockout!"Well this is the gist of the nicer...

Once given, this elixir will render the drinker amenable to whatever suggestion the giver has to make during a period of several minutes up to an hour in length. Care should be taken in what is said over this time, as these statements will be taken by the drinker as his or her own ideas without question, and will be acted upon accordingly. The user should be aware that the person drinking this could have behavior and goals permanently changed to the point of rendering the personality of the...

5/24/85I was expecting to have a large hypodermic needle full of female hormones injected into me, but I have been given nothing of ht sort. I've been given what Dr. Mallinder has called implants. There are slow release hormones which last for five years. I've been told that this will save me continuing to go to the hospital for booster snts and the daily taking of some pills. Al I have to do is sit back and wait for things to happen.I suppose that sounds great on the surface, but what if I...

Even at work, I couldn't escape her program. Every time I went to the urinal, I had to grab the elasticized leg band of my panties to pull aside the shimmering front panel so that I could free my self. I was always apprehensive when someone was using the urinal next to me that they would catch a glimpse of the feminine color or pattern of my brightly-colored undies. At the same time, I was also quite excited by the thought that my feminine garb was so near to sight, so close to being made...

"You were right," she smiled smugly. "Women do sound hysterical when they're upset, and it is quite impossible to take them seriously. Take yourself for example. All of that ranting and raving got you nowhere, except that you will probably wind up with a smashing headache.""You stole my body," I shouted, realizing I did sound like a crazed female and I would get nowhere unless I calmed down. Besides, the shrill like screams coming from my lips were far more annoying than threatening. And, I...

For months before Robin arrived and the start of my shots, my slender and poorly-muscled chest had been constantly tender and touchy; now it was swollen and itched all the time as a result of those injections and the pill I took with each breakfast and supper. I could seriously brag that I have always had a fine clear skin and complexion, but over time it had come to be more refined, sometimes almost crystal-like in its creamy appearance. This was according to my sister who was constantly...

Seeing the fright in his eyes, Betty tried to calm him. "Now don't be completely idiotic about thsi Bobbie! After all... it's just us girls here. Come on, just relax and get a grip. How else can I show you just how good our production line is if you don't try it on? We pride ourselves on producing a quality, comfortable product. It is our confidence in our products that make us such a great sales staff. Now if you ever expect to graduate up to a sales position, you had better learn about the...

From It Could Happen to You... Suddenly there was a blinding pulse of light that shot from the star straight at me. It hit me and I knew that my wish was coming true. My head, and the room, began to spin, faster and faster. I felt the change in me begin. I felt the change in me. I felt the change in me finish. It was over, I got my wish, just as I had asked for it. The spinning in my head, and the room, slowed to a stop.I stood, looking into the mirror, in disbelief. "What happened?!?" I asked...

From that very first day, Penny has assumed an ever growing prominence in my life. It's only on rare occasions that I as able to revert to Peter as I spend most of my evenings out as Penny, escorting Mr. Clark to his dinner parties and the such. I tried the nightgowns Veronica loaned to me to see if she was right, "You'll love this aspect of femininity." She was right. They feel great against my smooth skin and I shudder at knowing they caressed her body not too long ago. It feels so delicious...

The dinner was great and the conversation more so. Gordon was great at telling stories and he often made me laugh. He seemed to be having a good time and so was I. After dinner, we went to a holoshow and saw Star Gales which was a delightful film of people of Scottish decent fighting off an oppressive power. I immediately recognized the theme song. It was the same tune that Gordon whistled!I found the holoshow to be romantic and dreamy as well as packed with action, just the perfect picture to...

"Well I think that you're just scared to wear women's clothes... scared in case you enjoy wearing them." Sharon quipped."Uh, that's ridiculous." Colin snapped back in return. "I just wouldn't look like one.""Then why not put it to the test? I'll do a make-up job on you and if you don't look convincing, we'll drop the idea and all suffer the consequences, but if you really do pass then you have to promise to go to Carrfields disguised as a girl, agreed?" she challenged.Colin wasn't happy with...

"You don't know this, but many of our islanders are apprehensive of men for good reason. Many have been mistreated or beaten by men in the past, or they simply have this fear of how the stronger male will frequently utilize his strength to force his will on them. Most have lost their interest in the male side of the species. We certainly don't want you disturbing the delicate balance around here (What balance is that?)"I was hoping you'd be more understanding," she started walking again and...