Mona then looked at me and I know I had to answer. Although we had played this game before, with all the new feminine experiences of the day I was a bit in shock, especially after being told this was going to continue indefinitely. All I could manage was, "I don't know what to say..."
But Mona finished for me, "You're just so appreciative and happy you are at a loss for words. How nice! Why I can see that you are almost crying you are so happy!" Then she came over and gave me a big hug and I , by reflex hugged her back. Then she kissed me on the cheek and I returned her peck as girlishly as I was being trained to act. Yes I was crying, but the tears were not tears of joy. Even though the accoutrements of my gender change were now a tremendous turn-on, that thought of being kept a girl for a long, long time, if not forever, was still depressing