"Are you in love with him?" She softly said as she looked at me holding my chin.
"NO... How can I, I'm a man, ain't I? I'm not queer, I don't want to be a queer. That's what's making Joe sad right? Men don't love men." I answered witping off the tears. "All I know is I feel good when he's around, I like to do things to make him happy. And I want to take care of him." The tears flowed again. "Oh, I don't know what I am."
"Honey, after your story, neither do I. 'Man' may be a big question here, but I know he cares very much about you. He told me so. That's why I had to see you for myself. And now that I have seen you about a lot for him too," she said.
"Honey, if you really want to stay, I think I can fix it, but you'll have to do as I say and ask not questions. I don't know how far things will go but as long as the two of you are happy I won't stop it. I'm even not going to judge you. Instead, I'm going to help push you two together and I think Susie will too. But is that what you really want? There will be some major changes, you'll be doing things most men will never do, will you put yourself into my hands and do whatever I ask? Can you accept these changes no matter how strange they may seem? Be very sure now because there will bwe no turning back after tonight."
"Yes," I answered, without even thinking about it. "It's what I want, I want to stay here with Joe, no matter what it takes. Please I'll do anything."