"It's hard to explain completely, Mom. When I first met her that night of the Halloween dance, it actually make me wonder if I was really gar after all, because she rocked my world," Alex said. "Dancing with her just felt right and I felt so different with her. I wanted to keep her and protect her from everyone else. Then finally last week, when we were parked and making out, I made, or tried to, the big speech and be totally honest with her. I was trying to tell her that I liked her more than any girl I've ever known but I was gay. She took my hand and pulled it up under her dress. When I felt that bulge in her panties, I almost shit. She tried to apologize to me and I to her. Finally as it all sank in we both started laughing hysterically. It suddenly all made sense to me then. I know that she was someone special, and we really hit it off."