Reluctant Press

I gulped. I was afraid. I knew this was not normal. My dad had warned me about "homosexuals" - who, he said, were boys who liked to wear girls' clothes and kiss boys. I felt shame and fear at the thought that I might become a homosexual - and yet I could not ignore or abandon my new, already beloved girlish self.I would do the deed, I decided. I must do the deed. In deepest, darkest secrecy, I would let myself be the girl of my blissful dreams - no longer a bored and...

I gulped. I was afraid. I knew this was not normal. My dad had warned me about "homosexuals" - who, he said, were boys who liked to wear girls' clothes and kiss boys. I felt shame and fear at the thought that I might become a homosexual - and yet I could not ignore or abandon my new, already beloved girlish self. I would do the deed, I decided. I must do the deed. In deepest, darkest secrecy, I would let myself be the girl of my blissful dreams - no longer a bored and...

Crystal was half-dragged and half-carried outside. The door slammed behind them and a large SUV with blacked out windows stood in the drive. The tailgate was opened and Crystal was roughly bundled into the back. The slam of the tailgate sounded final. Crystal rolled about in the back as the vehicle turned left and right, hitting against the sides. With hands cuffed behind, there was no way of bracing against the impacts. The ride seemed long but Crystal had no way of knowing. They must have...

Crystal was half-dragged and half-carried outside. The door slammed behind them and a large SUV with blacked out windows stood in the drive. The tailgate was opened and Crystal was roughly bundled into the back. The slam of the tailgate sounded final.Crystal rolled about in the back as the vehicle turned left and right, hitting against the sides. With hands cuffed behind, there was no way of bracing against the impacts. The ride seemed long but Crystal had no way of knowing.They must have left...

"Mom, it's Jack Stanley, the boy I went out with a few weeks ago. He asked me out again and and I'd really like to go if that's alright?" Robin said. "Why sure, honey, I think that it's good that you have made a friend, I don't see any reason you two boys can't do things together," she said. "Well that's just it, Mom. Jack still things he talking to Sarah and that's who he's asking out." Robin said. "You have to be kidding, Robin. I thought that you said that you were done with that whole...

"Mom, it's Jack Stanley, the boy I went out with a few weeks ago. He asked me out again and and I'd really like to go if that's alright?" Robin said. "Why sure, honey, I think that it's good that you have made a friend, I don't see any reason you two boys can't do things together," she said. "Well that's just it, Mom. Jack still things he talking to Sarah and that's who he's asking out." Robin said. "You have to be kidding, Robin. I thought that you said that you were done with that whole...

"Come on, today's the day." It was Ella (Adam) who let herself into the apartment on that Saturday. She was darker blonde today, hair swinging loose, with tight jeans, a white blouse and heels, pearl studs in her ears.  "I'm ready for you, my own Doctor Frankenstein." Harlan stood. "Are you really ready?" "I'm scared stupid, but not enough to tell you to go away." "That's a good start. Did you do the stuff I asked you to do?" "Yes, I'm hairless everywhere you said. I don't usually have to...

"Come on, today's the day." It was Ella (Adam) who let herself into the apartment on that Saturday. She was darker blonde today, hair swinging loose, with tight jeans, a white blouse and heels, pearl studs in her ears.  "I'm ready for you, my own Doctor Frankenstein." Harlan stood. "Are you really ready?" "I'm scared stupid, but not enough to tell you to go away." "That's a good start. Did you do the stuff I asked you to do?" "Yes, I'm hairless everywhere you said. I don't usually have to...

Sissy felt totally trapped and intimidated. How did this crude, ugly beast dare assume that a casino woman would ever consider behaving so lewdly? Did he presume all women to be whores, to perform without question if her price was met? Nature designed her breasts to first attract a man by mimicking her buttocks, and later to feed her offspring. They were ot toys or candy for neolithic slobs. "Listen to me," he thought to himself, "I sound like a prissy, pantied schoolgirl chastizing a...

Sissy felt totally trapped and intimidated. How did this crude, ugly beast dare assume that a casino woman would ever consider behaving so lewdly? Did he presume all women to be whores, to perform without question if her price was met? Nature designed her breasts to first attract a man by mimicking her buttocks, and later to feed her offspring. They were ot toys or candy for neolithic slobs. "Listen to me," he thought to himself, "I sound like a prissy, pantied schoolgirl chastizing a...

"I don't know what's in those pills Marsha makes me take every day," Maddie said as she and Casey were sharing a makeup mirror. "They used to make me feel really strange, sort of present, but not really there. they don't do that now." "You've gotten used to them," Casey replied. "They should stop you feeling so anxious about being a girl." "I know deep down that I don't want to be a girl," Maddie admitted. "But I don't seem to be able to fight it. It's so simple to just carry on." "Maybe...

"I don't know what's in those pills Marsha makes me take every day," Maddie said as she and Casey were sharing a makeup mirror. "They used to make me feel really strange, sort of present, but not really there. they don't do that now." "You've gotten used to them," Casey replied. "They should stop you feeling so anxious about being a girl." "I know deep down that I don't want to be a girl," Maddie admitted. "But I don't seem to be able to fight it. It's so simple to just carry on." "Maybe...